Do u ever have this feeling, no?

I rmb of the things that i told Lus & Laine y'terdae.
Todae, i went to the store room & opened the first

drower.Took out the things in it. I saw one certificate, a

"death certificate". In it wrote..


Sijil Kematian Bagi Mendiang Kong Yen Lin -

0.069/89
Merujuk kepada perkara di atas, adalah dimaklumkan

bahawa bapa simati iaitu Kong Yuk Phin tidak mengakui

bahawa anaknya meninggal dunia pada pukul 5.00

petang. Menurut beliau, beliao bersama anaknya

mendiang Kong Yen Lin mulai bertolak dari rumah ke

lapangan terbang, Miri untuk 'jogging' pada pukul 5.10

petang dan kemalangan berlaku pada pukul 5.20
petang di pertengahan jalan ke lapang terbang.

Sehubungan dengan ini, sukacita kiranya pihak tuan

dapat menyemak dan membuat pengesahan dan

membuat pembetulan sekiranya didapati perlu.

Bersama-sama ini saya majukan sekeping Sijil

Kematian 0.069/89 dan salinan foto Laporan

Bedah-Siasat dari Hospital Umum, Miri Untul tindakan

tuan.


The things I told Laine & Lus y'terday was.. My sis :(
While Im looking at this cert, my tears cant stop from

droppin`. I cried loudly just like a child until my face

gone horrible. My parents would nvr know that I knew

this since 2005. (now, 2008) I still rmb when Im pri5.

I asked my mom who's the girl in the picture that put
inside their room. Mom answered weakily, "sis". The

little me asked again, "wa.. whose sis?". Mom looks angry

this time and said "don ask too much, u`re still
small." I dhen rushed to the bathroom & took my

shower. From that day onwards, I can't stop of thinking

whose sis is that. Until 2006, Im in a boring mood,

trying to search sumthin` to play in the store room.

Searched all over the store room nth special that made

me interest. I saw a table wif 3 drowers. I opened the 1st,
& saw a little transparent baggie. I took out the things

inside & saw my sis' stamp album wif my dad's

handwriting which wrote "KONG YEN LIN", inside. I don't

think much that time. Just wanted to know who's that girl

in the pic & whose name again was this. Anen, I saw an

envelope wif "To My Penpal.." & "From Jennifer". The

letter inside was writen by my sis. The body of the letter

talked her birthday. & the present given by her mom

(my mom). And also wif the photo of the present.
The present given by her mom is the bicycle Im playin'

wif when Im small. Things gone more complicated.

Finally, I saw a cert. A blue cert, shows the removal of

Dead Body of Kong Yen Lin, mother, Yong Joon Hiong.

That moment, I just know that, the girl in the picture

was.. MY SISTER. I put back all the things inside

nicely, & walked slowly to the living room, sat on the

sofa, hugging a pillow & cried.